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the day old smoke turns into week old hate,
this sky is gray and I am blue,
I look to the clouds, they are month old plumes of heartbreak,
just meandering,
just managing to get by,
and here I am, falling asleep in the windowsill
broken crystals of glass digging into my back
but after a coma, one gets used to discomfort,
I can't bring myself to go outside,
I'm so afraid the world will cease to be, and the sky will fall and crush me,
the night is better, so rarely am I asleep but I am always at least dreaming,
the ceiling becomes a containment mechanism,
for my ballooning, vacationing head,
my closed eyes flicker, a dry smile,
a dumb brain a dumb brain
far away, in distant mountains,
far away from this abandon,
there used to be reveries here, now I just whistle slow lamentations to the crows that hang on power lines
the squawk back, shut up,
so in my silence I created symphonies,
and lacking means to write them down I slowly went insane,
possessed by a string part I could never quite place,
as I trace the raindrops on the broken pane,
I hear the keyboards come in,
little trills like trips down the crooked steps,
arpeggiated,
the clouds roll over and I am drowned out,
by such a thunderous roar
I cannot even begin to think again,
who was I writing this for anyway?
this sky is gray and I am blue,
I look to the clouds, they are month old plumes of heartbreak,
just meandering,
just managing to get by,
and here I am, falling asleep in the windowsill
broken crystals of glass digging into my back
but after a coma, one gets used to discomfort,
I can't bring myself to go outside,
I'm so afraid the world will cease to be, and the sky will fall and crush me,
the night is better, so rarely am I asleep but I am always at least dreaming,
the ceiling becomes a containment mechanism,
for my ballooning, vacationing head,
my closed eyes flicker, a dry smile,
a dumb brain a dumb brain
far away, in distant mountains,
far away from this abandon,
there used to be reveries here, now I just whistle slow lamentations to the crows that hang on power lines
the squawk back, shut up,
so in my silence I created symphonies,
and lacking means to write them down I slowly went insane,
possessed by a string part I could never quite place,
as I trace the raindrops on the broken pane,
I hear the keyboards come in,
little trills like trips down the crooked steps,
arpeggiated,
the clouds roll over and I am drowned out,
by such a thunderous roar
I cannot even begin to think again,
who was I writing this for anyway?
Literature
Nocte
Hiding from the beast,
From tree to tree,
Running in the dark,
I tell myself such things,
Slow- so it won't find you,
Breath.
These fires have scorched far and wide,
Leaving the scent of my former cinders to linger in my head,
Like some bad bender,
Warped memories encircling grey,
The ground is made of shattered glass,
Broken dreams.
No lilies remain,
To any kingdom I run,
In mirrors of liquid glass,
Surrealist battles are won,
And like fear,
The spider crawled from my mouth.
They are sedating everything,
Brush pixilated,
Focus changing,
Leaving me to run in the dark,
Caught in the eye of the storm,
Hiding in the calm.
Literature
Enemmies
I am the CEO
I am the judge and jury
I am the big spender
I am the iron fist
I am the decider
I am the forest
I am the greenery
I am the deer and the doves
I am the usable space
I am the decision
Literature
The Fog
The Fog
shifts between states,
your moods are fault
zones and only you can sing
the mermaid song.
The body of water blots out
into distance of moss
broth. A kind of swampy
existence, like living
with mold and mice.
I'm nauseated by the constancy
of this map that goes nowhere.
This is a small mercy
for you, relying on the natural
phenomena that is
gravity, the geneological
magnetism that spits blood
and says, daughter,
this wasteland of us.
You emerge out
of that mud, hair sculpted
like a bronze goddess
and taught
fear to live inside me.
If I let you, you'll drown
me with your rituals,
rules, your menace,
a kind of mummery.
It leav
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You stay this is something you left behind only to look back at (Come to the Window), and I find it a little scary to believe or to even guess at your past if this is or was somehow reality to you, even at some point. I'm amazed, shocked, and yet admiring you right about now, and I'm also sad, sorry, and also a bit envious of you too.