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who are you, that I loved?
you're just nothing anymore, an atom-thin skin of your Carmel tone,
I can't remember when you weren't hollow,
I can't remember why I've grown to despise you,
what drove me away from you?
I don't know,
I can't even remember what drove me to you,
I remember it happening, but not how or why or how it felt,
you are an alien,
and I hate it,
but the best thing for you is my non-interference,
I'm confused,
I've forgotten you and I'm so sorry,
I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry,
I regret it now, but it is done,
your name is just a name,
no longer a force or concept of beauty,
your face is just another which harps pain,
but it won't let it kill me,
you remember the kindness, and it stings,
my memories suddenly and sharply stop at seven months,
tapered off, your scattered photos in a fire,
pages upon pages of poems,
space, incinerators, tears, memorabilia,
and a scattered handful of mementos,
occasional moments and their milestones
I wish we could reconcile, but I can't remember your transgression to forgive,
nor can I remember mine,
your voice slowly fades into an alarm clock,
jolted awake, I get my shower, coffee and brush my teeth,
currently, serendipity
you're just nothing anymore, an atom-thin skin of your Carmel tone,
I can't remember when you weren't hollow,
I can't remember why I've grown to despise you,
what drove me away from you?
I don't know,
I can't even remember what drove me to you,
I remember it happening, but not how or why or how it felt,
you are an alien,
and I hate it,
but the best thing for you is my non-interference,
I'm confused,
I've forgotten you and I'm so sorry,
I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry,
I regret it now, but it is done,
your name is just a name,
no longer a force or concept of beauty,
your face is just another which harps pain,
but it won't let it kill me,
you remember the kindness, and it stings,
my memories suddenly and sharply stop at seven months,
tapered off, your scattered photos in a fire,
pages upon pages of poems,
space, incinerators, tears, memorabilia,
and a scattered handful of mementos,
occasional moments and their milestones
I wish we could reconcile, but I can't remember your transgression to forgive,
nor can I remember mine,
your voice slowly fades into an alarm clock,
jolted awake, I get my shower, coffee and brush my teeth,
currently, serendipity
Literature
New Air
My every inhalation was a hyperventilation,
Tiny puffs of naught but nitrogen and dust;
But then you took my CO2, transformed it into something new,
A true blue atmosphere erupting through the crust.
Now my trachea awakes in lakes of oxygen that slakes
The violent thirst of all the tree roots in my chest;
I attempt to catch my breath, but it is sprinting far and fast,
Away from death into the fairest air at last.
Literature
Insomnia
When sleep, like life, eludes me .......
...... life giving sleep overcomes everyone but me ....
life sapping concienceness drains me ....
My crimson shadowy wraith wakens and fills the slumber with it's grip of dark thoughts ... my mind races my soul cringes .....
The beauty of life but a twinkle in the crushing darkness of dispair ...... a flicker of light, the glimpse of a smile, the warmth of a touch ...... but a trickle .. like a single tear ....
............. the cold bitter dark, unrelenting throbbing, deafening, mindnumbing soul destroying pain!
....... like Ten thousand times Ten black holes ripping through the subatomic fibre
Literature
The Fog
The Fog
shifts between states,
your moods are fault
zones and only you can sing
the mermaid song.
The body of water blots out
into distance of moss
broth. A kind of swampy
existence, like living
with mold and mice.
I'm nauseated by the constancy
of this map that goes nowhere.
This is a small mercy
for you, relying on the natural
phenomena that is
gravity, the geneological
magnetism that spits blood
and says, daughter,
this wasteland of us.
You emerge out
of that mud, hair sculpted
like a bronze goddess
and taught
fear to live inside me.
If I let you, you'll drown
me with your rituals,
rules, your menace,
a kind of mummery.
It leav
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How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd;
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd;
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